Here's the day you hoped would never come ...

Basically I should introduce myself bcuz this my first post. Well theres nothing you really need to know. My therapist made me open a blog, or as he calls it " an internet journal". Why did i have to do this? Bcuz i need to share my feeling and talk about my life to someone, and bcuz i don't know anyone of you guys so he thinks I might be honest and share everything, and apparently he thinks i'm not 100% honest with him, well actually i'm not, and theres a reason for tat coz at first i thought he was hot, but now i'm finding him a bit borng and not as hot as b4 + i try to be as honest as i could, but i think he judges me and i hate it when someone judges me, i know i'm a bad person, but i do have a good side too, but ppl choose to focus on the ugly side, so maybe by writing my feeling, my thoughts, all my hidden secrets and stories here, i won't really care if someone judges me, bcuz i don't know anyone and i really don't care .
So my dear's you will be the shoulder i will cry on, and you will know evey single detail in my lifethe good and the ugly, and i know how ppl just LOVE to hear about someone else's shit, even if they don't know the person, and believe me everyone, you'll love what i have to say.
So everyone enojy the ride and get ready for alot of juciy stories to come up, and with you guy's i'm gna be 100% honest, not cuz i like ya'll or anything, it so i can feel what ppl say when they say " the truth shall set you free" , and to get out all the i tried to keep inside for many years and made me what i am, a crazy person !!!